Friday, November 19, 2010

Don't loose yourself in the world

Hetek ota arrol szolnak a hirek hogy kemeny telunk lesz. A kemeny tel itt teljesen mast jelent mint Magyarorszagon. Itt meg a tel is mas:) Kanadanak ezen a reszen nem megszokott a nagy ho es a tartos hideg mint otthon. Nos tegnap este leesett az elso ho. A fold meg nem eleg hideg ahhoz hogy meg is maradjon, ugyhogy a kocsik szelvedojen es a haztetokon kepes megmaradni.

Vegul nekialltam olvasni Eckhart Tolle - A new earth c. konyvet. Nyelvi szempontbol NAGYON halado, folyamatos szotarazas mellett sokkal elvezhetobb, mintha en helyettesitem be a szavakat amiket nem ismerek belole. Az elso konyv cime: A most hatalma, de mivel en barattol kaptam kolcson - szo szerint becsongetett es a kezembe adta - igy en a masodikkal kezdtem es a karacsonyi konyvajandekok-magamnak csomaggal fogom megkapni. Rendeles leadva.

"The hidden motivation force is always the same: the need to stand out, be special, be in control, the need for power, for attention, for MORE. And, of course, the need to feel a sense of separation (buborek?!) that is to say, the need for oppositions enemies."

Do you want Peace or Drama?
You want peace. There is no one who does not want peace. Yet there is something else in you that wants the drama, wants the conflict. You may not be able to feel it at this moment. You may have to wait for a situation or even just a thought that triggers a reaction in you: someone accusing you of this or that, not acknowledging you, encroaching on your territory, questioning the way you do things, an argument about money… Can you then feel the enormous surge of force moving through you, the fear, perhaps being masked by anger or hostility? Can you hear your own voice becoming harsh or shrill, or louder and a few octaves lower? Can you be aware of your mind racing to defend its position, justify, attack, blame? In other words, can you awaken at that moment of unconsciousness? Can you feel that there is something in you that is at war, something that feels threatened and wants to survive at all cost, that needs the drama in order to assert its identity as the victorious character within that theatrical production? Can you feel there is something in you that would rather be right than at peace?

Es a konyv tele van utmutatokkal a jelenlegi munkahelyi helyzetemre.

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